memories and people. both of them are trying to kill me actually. aren't you? the kind of people, that i have been with before or someone whom i hate the most. idk why should i think about the past. i dnt wanna go back to that. totally hate much.it keeps repeating over again and again in my mind.i do feel lifeless, mindless, heartless. all of them.i want my old self backs. i miss the old myself :(